斐多的圖像

哲學是對死亡的追問。
斐多是蘇格拉底(柏拉圖)最後的探求。

且讓我將蘇格拉底自認不周全的靈肉之論摘錄下來。

"你聽我講。熱愛知識的人開始受哲學領導的時候,看到自己的 靈魂完全是焊接在肉體上的。他要尋找真實,卻不能自由觀看,只能 透過肉體來看,好比從監獄的柵欄裡張望。他這個靈魂正沈溺在極端 的愚昧裡。哲學呢,讓人明瞭,靈魂受監禁是為了肉慾,所以監禁它 的主要幫手正是囚徒自己;這一點是最可怕的事。熱愛知識的人看到 哲學怎樣指導正處於這種境界的靈魂。哲學溫和地鼓勵這個靈魂,設 法解放它,向它指出眼睛、耳朵等等感覺都富有誘惑力,勸它除非迫 不得已,盡量離棄感覺,凝靜自守,一心依靠自己,只相信自己抽象 思索裡的那個抽象的實體 ;其他一切感覺到的形形色色都不真實,因為種種色相都是看得見的 ,都是由敢覺得到的;至於看不見而由理智去領會的呢,唯有靈魂自 己能看見。真正的哲學家就從靈魂深處相信,這是哲學的救助,不該 拒絕。所以他的靈魂,盡量超脫歡樂、肉慾、憂慮、怕懼等等。它看 到一個人如有強烈的歡樂、或懼怕、或憂慮、或肉慾,這人就受害不 淺了...害處在這裡:每一個人的靈魂如果受到了強烈的快樂或痛 苦,就一定覺得引起它這種情感的東西非常親切,非常真實。其實並 不是的。....因為每一種快樂或痛苦就像釘子似的把靈魂和肉體 釘上又鉚上,使靈魂帶上了軀體。因此,凡是肉體認為真實的,靈魂 也認為真實。靈魂和肉體有了相同的信念和喜好,就不由自主,也和 肉體有同樣的習慣、同樣的生活方法了。...因為哲學家的靈魂和 別人的不同,它自有一番道理。它靠哲學解放了自己,獲得了自由, 就不肯在讓自己承受歡樂和痛苦的束縛。...哲學家的靈魂相信它 應當摒絕歡樂和痛苦的情感,在平靜中生存;應當追隨理智,永遠跟 著理智走。他認識到什麼是真實而神聖的,就單把這個作為自己的糧 食。這是認識,不是什麼意見或主張。它深信人活在世上的時候,它 就該這樣活著。"

我喜歡著"這是認識,不是什麼意見或主張。"這段話,這世界有太 多意見、主張或主義,已經觸犯了噪音防治法的規範。多餘的自我表 達,卻少了深層認識,這不就叫做膚淺?就好好看清輪廓,認識什麼 是神聖而真實的。我知道這並不容易甚至感到不可能,但還是走下去 吧。

關於靈與肉被每一種快樂或痛苦釘上又鉚上的形容,我覺得真實又詩 意。讓我想起尼采曾說"我們是以肉身之軀在思考的。也讓我再想起 東方將肉軀視為小宇宙,凝聚觀想......

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Recently, I'm thinking about the friend has said...

從台北回來後,我一直在想問題

我從大學時期,就一直在為自己的內心之家
懷疑、爭取對自我的認同,
我盡可能的去往多方旁觸
-總覺得較社會正常人缺少某些東西-
當然,這是危險的,
因為對自我了解都一團糟時,
常常因心慌而接受他人對我們自己的解讀,沒有判斷孰是孰否。
總帶來自卑、憤怒、不滿與不安。

掙扎到了現在,似乎漸漸才能自在的與世界共處。

但,經過照顧老爸的那段時間
我感受到了另一股更深摯的連結

叔本華寫了一篇了不起的文章。在文章裡他問,
為什麼人會不經思考立即去參與他人的困難與痛苦,
並為他人犧牲自己的生命呢?我們通常認為自我生存是自然首要法則
為什麼它能被打破呢?(不論血緣、或是毫無關係的路人)

叔本華的答案是,這種心理上的危機,代表突破一種形而上的理解。
也就是了解到與他人是一體的,你們是一個生命的兩面,
現在的分隔,只不過是在時空條件下,經驗形體的方式結果罷了。
我們的真實在於與所有的生命結合一致。這個形而上的真理,可以在危機下立即體認到。依叔本華所說,因為它就是你生命的真理。

最後我想找一首歌與大家分享,這首曾深烙我內心的歌

"we are one, but we are not the same, we get to carry each other, carry each other

One..."---,U2

*Lyric in More!


One

Is it getting better?
Or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you now?
You got someone to blame
You say
One love
One life
When it's one need
In the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you
Don't care for it

Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well it's

Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We're one, but we're not the same
We get to
carry each other
carry each other
One

Have you come here for forgiveness?
Have you come to raise the dead?
Have you come here to play Jesus?
To the lepers in your head

Did I ask too much?
More than a lot.
You gave me nothing,
Now it's all I got
We're one
But we're not the same
See we
Hurt each other
Then we do it again
You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love is a higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I can't keep holding on
To what you got
When all you've got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters and my
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to
Carry each other
Carry each other

One...
One...

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如果沒有點(即使是殘酷的)幽默,生活就會像灑狗血泡沫劇一樣
每個人就只會哭,看起來悲慘極了,然後,沒了。
實在讓人消受不起。
還是來放點扭曲的吧。
p.s 有感而發新增U2 - ,跟原選單一點關係都沒有。

My Playlist:

00 U2 - One
01 Miles Davis - Tutu*
02 Erik Truffaz - King B*
03 Erik Truffaz - The Walk of the Giant Turtle*
04 Erik Truffaz - The Mask
05 Herbie Hancock - Chameleon*
06 Erik Truffaz - bending new corner
07 Herbie Hancock - Watermelon Man*
08 Erik Truffaz - minaret
09 Erik Truffaz feat Ed Harcourt - Red Cloud
10 Chick Corea - Spain
11 Herbie Hancock - Canteloupe Island
12 Herbie Hancock and Chick Corea - Fickle Funk
13 Daft Punk - Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger*

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十九世紀末,日本明治維新風潮,將許多西方名詞介紹到東方來,在現代漢語世界中,百年前的從古漢語尋字源拼湊的造詞仍廣泛使用。如“思想“(thought)、“物理“(physic)、“化學“(chemistry)、“經濟“(economy)、"革命“(revolution)、“自由“(freedom、liberty)......

但“自由“兩字日本人如何理解拼湊成我們當今的“自由-解脫束縛-之意“,讓人想去探究一番,尤其“自“字。

《說文》:「自,鼻也。」,從眼目望出去就看到了大大的「自我」,對於“自“意的解釋大約有幾種:鼻子、開始、自己。從這個字上探討原始意義或象徵意義,都是很明確的連結。

只是,為什麼「我(自)」是用鼻子來代表呢?為什麼不是心、口、眼、耳呢?

在東方哲學裡,是視人體為內在小宇宙,因此在最基礎上,重視呼吸的調節。吐吶調息是東方修行者的入門之道;注意力從鼻子開始,養精蓄銳的感覺空氣在氣道、胸腔、腹腔穩定的進出,沈澱自己的意念,專注在身體本身的物質性,而非想像意念。因此鼻子所掌管的呼吸,便是由它作為覺知、了悟「自我」的象徵。然則,鼻子只是法門、入門。《愣嚴經》:「...以手指月示人,彼人因指當應看月」,“自“只是那根手指,而非月亮。如執於鼻子,豈不著相、便於我執。

*p.s 漢字是很有意思的,如“息“字,即為自心,可解釋的意思有:自己的心、鼻心。一息一念,東方的哲學原來是大鼻子哲學。(笑)

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Moleskine筆記本迷,真的是超無聊、超可愛的一群無可救藥。
這種線裝本,可以完全攤開,不受中間裝版影響。
在台灣,Timeless水越都有這樣的設計。
只是Timeless筆記本,裡面並非都是空白頁,還夾雜了橫線隔、日曆記事與通訊錄
而水越卻沒有Moleskine獨有的鬆緊帶設計。(這個自己車個一條就好了吧...)

p.s後來在網路上,居然找到了專賣Moleskine筆記本的地方。我想網路購物真是無遠弗屆,只是這樣會更增加了宅指數...

Moleskine on Flickr!請按我觀賞!

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因為老爸的關係
家裡難得又塞滿著我討厭的叔伯。
還將我的Scapa 12years 給喝光...
不過老爸應該很開心!
這點我就不計較了。

母親節的晚上,老哥相約么弟和我
一起騎車去陽明山上兜風
很久沒有三個人這樣一起跑了。

也許是下午我和老哥
為他新購入的GrassTracker250打蠟
整台非常亮麗,興起了兜風念頭。

又可能是因為他週六的陽金山兢
又刷新了他的記錄,為此和弟弟們想騎車兜風...

但我心裡卻感覺像是為了老爸而跑一樣
沒有經歷過這樣生命事件,
似乎也串不起我們兄弟之間的交流
這時候,隨著引擎的發動與發光的頭燈
在蜿蜒的山路奔馳
感覺我們的生命匯流成河
有種淡淡追悼的感受。

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近來,靜默的躁動要施予兩面手法安撫, 
造成極端的不同的音樂類型,放在同一張播放清單. 

My playlist:

01 Jounetsu- UA* 
02 Akai hana - UA
03 The Kooks - Seaside * 
04 The Kooks - Ooh La 
05 The Kooks - Naive * 
06 Deftones - Change (in the house of flies) * 
07 Deftones - Knife Party * 
08 Placebo - Song To Say Goodbye
09 Placebo - One Of A Kind 
10 Placebo - Sleeping with ghosts * 
11 Bjork - All is full of love* 
12 cat power - living proof 
13 Cat Power - The Greatest 
14 Muse - Feeling good 

***Take Ur Lyrics in <MORE>!!!***


1.Jounetsu (King Wadada Dub)
(passion)
Romaji by: cori

* Kitto namida wa
  Oto mo naku nagareru keredo
  Sekirara ni hou nurashi
  Kokoro made tokashihajimeru
  Kowareru kurai
  Dakishimete hoshikatta kedo
  Omoide ni warawarete
  Ashiato mo kizuato kakusu

Tooi mukashi no yume wa
Kowai kurai ni hiroku
Koboresou ni aozameta
Sora ni futari dakarete
Toomawari shite
Atozusari suru
Kumo wo nadete
Hora ne nemuri no mori ga mieta

* repeat

Tooi mukashi no yume wa
Amai kurai ni akaku
Kawaisou na taiyou to
Hikaru tsubomi kakeshite
Yokubari na dake
Okubyou na dake
Kagi wo kaketa
Itsumo anata no mori wa tooi

** Mou modorenai
   Jounetsu wo ryote ni daite
   Kaeranai omoi atsumete
   SAYONARA no kuchizuke shimashou
   Sou ne dare yori
   Dakishimete agetai keredo
   Setsunasa ni sarawarete
   Joudan ga yake ni munashii

Aishitemo aishi kirenai yoru ni
Tsuresugita kedo kyou mo mata
Kotae no nai gimon wo daite
Mabushii asahi wo matteru

 * repeat
** repeat


2.Akai Hana
(red flower)
Romaji by: cori

Akai hanabira no
Amai hana ga saku
Hiru no omoide
Yoru dake ni saku hana

Akai hanabira no
Atsui hana ga saku
Hade no hoteri ni
HINAGESHI no yume wo mita

Suna majiri no hoshi wo oshiete
Tameiki dake ame wo mitsukete
Anata no senaka ni sabaku ga yureru
Komoriuta ni yume wo kikasete
Nigai yoru wa dakishimeatte

Akai hanabira no
Ai no hana ga saku
Kuchibiru no iro
Anata dake toorimichi

Kowarekake no tsugi wo atsumete
Omoide dake ishi wo sagashite
Anata no negao ni mahou o kakeru
Tooi kuni no uta wo utatte
Kawaita hi wa hade wo nurashite
Aa akaku

Mayoikonda michi
Mienai michi
Akai yoru no yume wa tsuzuku
Sawagu monogatari
Karamawaru
Ashita no kamisama
Yoru wo moyashite

Suna majiri no hoshi wo kazoete
Tameiki dake ame wo mitsukete

3.The Kooks - Seaside

Do you want to go to the seaside?
I'm not trying to say that everybody wants to go
I fell in love at the seaside
I handled my charm with time and slight of hand

Do you want to go to the seaside?
I'm not trying to say that everybody wants to go
I fell in love at the seaside
She handled her charm with time and slight of hand, and oh

But I'm just trying to love you
In any kind of way
But I find it hard to love you girl
When you're far away
Away

Do you want to go to the seaside?
I'm not trying to say that everybody wants to go
But I fell in love on the seaside
On the seaside
In the seaside

4.The Kooks - Ooh La

In their eyes is a place that you finally discovered
That you love each year, you've got to stay
On the bottom of the rock, an island
On which you find you love it when you twitch
You feel that itch in you pettycoat
Your pretty pretty pettycoat

Then you smiled, he got wild
You didn't understand that there's money to be made
Beauty is a card that must get played
By organisation

And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out
And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out

The world can be a very big place
So be yourself don't get out of place
Love your mum and love him twice
Go to Hollywood and pay the price
Oh go to Hollywood

And don't be a star, it's such a drag
Take care of yourself, don't begin to lag
It's a hard life to live, so live it well
I'll be your friend and not in pretend
I know you girl
In all situations

And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out
And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out

Pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty
Pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pettycoat
Pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty
Pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pettycoat
In all situations

And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out
And ooh la, she was such a good girl to me
And ooh la, the world just chewed her up, and spat her out

5.The Kooks - Naive

I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
Your such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way
Something so beautiful
That everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I may say it was your fault
Cause I know you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way something so beautiful
Everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart

Oh you're so naive yet so

Such an ugly thing
Someone so beautiful
And everytime you're on his side

I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

And I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite
Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite
Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to this kite
Just don't let me down

6.Deftones - Change (in the house of flies)

I've watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change
I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed
I watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh
I look at the cross
Then I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away
I've watched a change
In you
It's like you never
Had wings
Now you feel
So Alive
I've watched you change.
Now you feel Alive
You Feel Alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never
Had wings ahhh ahh ahhh

7.Deftones - Knife Party

My knife it’s sharp and chrome
come see inside my bones
all of the fiends are on the block
i’m the new king
i taste the queen
in here we're all anemic
in here anemic and sweet
so go get your knife and come in
so go get your knife and lay down
so go get your knife now kiss me
i can float here forever
in this room we can't touch the floor
in here we're all anemic
in here anemic and sweet so
go get your knife and come in
so go get your knife and lay down
so go get your knife now kiss me
i could float here forever
anemic and Sweet
i could float here forever
anemic and sweet so
go get your knife and come in
go get your knife and lay down
go get your knife and get fill of fiends
go get your knife and kiss me

8.Placebo - Song To Say Goodbye

You are one of God's mistakes.
You crying, tragic waste of skin.
I'm well aware of how it aches,
And you still won't let me in.
Now I'm breaking down your door,
To try and save your swollen face.
No, I don't like you anymore
You lying, trying waste of space.

My oh my.
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say...
Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky 7s,
And a voice that made me cry.
My oh my...

You are mother nature's son.
Someone to whom my could relate.
Your needle and your damage done,
Remains a sorted twist of fate.
Now I'm trying to wake you up,
To pull you from the liquid sky.
Cause if I don't we'll both end up
With just your song to say goodbye.

My oh my.
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say goodbye,
A song to say...
Before our innocence was lost
You were always one of those
Blessed with lucky 7s,
And a voice that made me cry.

It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye !!!
It's a song to say goodbye.
It's a song to say goodbye !!!
It's a song to say goodbye.

9.Placebo - One Of A Kind

On top of the world you get nothing done
Talk is cold and burns like the sun
Can’t you see these skies are breaking?
cause the top of the world is where I’m from

The back of the class is where I was
Keeping quiet playing dumb
Can’t you see these skies are breaking?
cause the back of the class is where I’m from

And I am one
I am
I am one
I am I am I am I am I am

I’m in a race and it's killing time
I don’t need yours I’ll keep it with mine
Can’t you see these skies are breaking?
cause I’m in a race and I’m doing fine
Thank you

Two of a kind and noone home
I’m in a crowd and I’m still alone
Can’t you see these skies are breaking?
cause one of a kind is all I own

I am one
I am
I am one
I am I am I am I am I am

Out of the womb and into the void
I wanna try but I get annoyed
Can’t you see these skies are breaking?
cause I'm out of the womb and into the void

I am one
I am
I am one
I am I am I am I am
I am one
I am
I am one
I am I am I am I am I am

On top of the world you get nothing done.

10.Placebo - Sleeping with ghosts

The sea's evaporated
Though it comes as no surprise
These clouds we're sea and
They're explosions in the sky
It seems it's written
But we can't read between the line

Hush
It's okay
Dry your eyes
Dry your eyes
Soulmate dry your eyes
Dry your eyes
Soulmate dry your eyes
Cause soulmates never die

This one world vision
Turns us in to compromise
What good's religion
When it's each other we despise
Damn the government
Damn their killing
Damn their lies

Hush
It's okay
Dry your eyes
Dry your eyes
Soulmate dry your eyes
Dry your eyes
Soulmate dry your eyes
Cause soulmates never die

Soulmates never die
Never die
Soulmates never die
Never die...
Soulmates never die
Soulmates never die
Soulmates never die
Soulmates never die

11.Bjork - All is full of love

You'll be given love
You'll be taken care of
You'll be given love
You have to trust it

Maybe not from the sources
You have poured yours
Maybe not from the directions
You are staring at

Twist your head around
It's all around you
All is full of love
All around you

All is full of love
You just ain't receiving
All is full of love
Your phone is off the hook
All is full of love
Your doors are all shut
All is full of love!
be the little angel

All is full of love, all is full of love
All is full of love, all is full of love ...

12.CAT POWER - LIVING PROOF LYRICS

It's not your face
Or the color of your hair
Or the sound of your voice my dear
That's got me dragged in here
It's the ice in the seam, the scheme of you
You're supposed to have the answer
You're supposed to have living proof

Yes i was jealous
Because you are sworn
How could you come undone to a word so strong
My beating heart the anchor to a ship so warm
You're supposed to have the answer
You're supposed to have living proof
Well i am your answer i am living

Will you terrorize this
With your perfect lips
I watch you eat and feed this mess
To the running wind
But i know you from before and after until then
Do you have your answer
Do you have living proof
Well i am your answer i am living

You're supposed to have an answer
You're supposed to have living proof
Well do you have your answer
Do you have your answer
Well i am your answer i am living

13.Cat Power - The Greatest

Once I wanted to be the greatest
No wind or waterfall could STALL me
And then came the rush of the flood
The stars at night turned DEEP to dust

Melt me down
into big black armour
Leave no trace
Of grace
Just in your honor
Lower me down
TO CULPRIT SOUTH
Make 'EM WASH A SPACE IN TOWN
FOR THE LEAD
AND THE DREGS OF MY BED
I'VE BEEN SLEEPING
Lower me down
PIN ME IN
Secure the grounds
For the later parade

Once I wanted to be the greatest
TWO FISTS OF SOLID ROCK
WITH BRAINS THAT COULD EXPLAIN
Any feeling
Lower me down
PIN ME IN
Secure the grounds
FOR THE LEAD
AND THE DREGS OF MY BED
I'VE BEEN SLEEPING
For the later parade

Once I wanted to be the greatest
No wind or water fall could STALL me
And then came the rush of the flood
The stars at night turned DEEP to dust

14.Muse - Feeling good

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds drifting on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me..
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the trees
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me...
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun
You know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all having fun
You know what I mean
Sleep in peace
When, the this day is done
And this old world
Is a new world
And a bold world
For me...

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
yeah, freedom is mine
And you know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me...

yeah, ooh
Oh, ooh...

Oooh, ooh..free, free loving you...
Oooh, oooh
Feeling good

 

 

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Yellow Violet
Pumpkin
Fish 'n' Rice

《第一人稱音樂論》

"Ash, ash─
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there─"---《Lady Lazarus》,Sylvia Plath

約莫是Andrew Hill, 將死亡戴上鮮豔塗抹的面具
插上七色羽毛,用詭譎、抽筋的姿勢,跳舞。
每一步、踏出鼻息吹在頸後
原來從不曾離開。

《延伸閱讀》[簡介]Andrew Hill

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我走進電梯裡
靠在牆上靜一會兒。
門自動地關上
我依然安靜靠在牆上。

So?
then
I thought.

思考不斷freeback
回響著。

我反射性地看看手錶
回返時刻是早上八時二十五分

約是陰沈沈灰樸樸的早晨
雖然沒有下雨
但街上的每個角落都被灰色染遍
The Stranger in Strange Lane.

疲倦像霧,具象化地、無可抗拒地被吸入體內。
確實是累,覺得一切都好像錯置了。
所以停下腳步。

回到房間後
脫掉衣服
放滿一大盆的熱水
搓揉著泡沫、全身無一倖免地塗抹
hot water從頭上狠狠淋下去
浴室充滿蒸汽
我把頭貼在窗玻璃上
稍微冰涼些
忽然之間,
覺得沒有什麼沈悶是熱水澡不能稍稍紓解的。
意識像蒸汽般迷離、朦朧而緩馳,走出浴室。

將桌上的冷水壺,直接倒口,咕咕地喝完,就那樣上牀。
滴滴答答,窗外的鐵皮屋、水塔隨著水的落擊,敲著僵硬的節奏。
趁身體還暖著,如松鼠般的蛐捲。
接受炎天來臨前的溼溽。

老爸還好嗎?
我很好。

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近日
在學調息吐吶的老師家
我益發覺得
在那裡
很能沈澱氣息
像濁水的明礬。

我不禁覺得
那是種神祕
在我日常生活中
是否也有過這樣的神秘?

我試著回憶...
回憶旅行,一個人長途的路程中
我準備了我盡可能找得到的旅行歌曲
在塞入的耳機中,上路。
那是很幽閉的退省時空。

在工作之餘,休憩的日子裡
在宿舍公共空間中,尋找一處白色遮陽傘的桌子與躺椅
只帶了時鐘、書、耳塞、一疊空白名片與紅、藍原子筆。
(有時,在旁有杯沁人的飲料和音樂,是美好不過。)
當擺定好它們所該有的位置時,
當下,也劃起了界限 - 私己的領域與時間 - 進行我的閱讀。

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被背叛的遺囑的圖像

昆德拉的人意論自由主義倫理學在生存暈眩的“我在興奮論“上走向了個體自由德性的圓融:超馭歸罪、尋求意義的人生。昆德拉的小說敘事倫理學宣稱,要照亮哲學、社會學和政治學都無法進入的神祕之地,這神祕之地就是不尋求生命意義、不為什麼事業奮鬥的人生。為生活本身尋求一種意義、為這或那種事業奮鬥,會錯過這興奮的生存暈眩。《生命中不可承受之輕》托馬斯和特麗莎的生存感覺的差異就在於此:托馬斯一直在為自己的事業奮鬥。特麗莎只想過相契的兩人生活。托馬斯最後承認,他差點錯過了幸福。

尋求意義的人生必然導致歸罪的人生,因為,所要尋求的意義不是一個人的身體能夠擁有的東西,難免成為捆束人身的道德繩索。

“興奮的道德與審判的道德相反:在它的保護之下大家都作他們想要作的事:每個人都已經可以吸吮自己的大拇指,......這是一個沒有任何人準備要放棄的自由:請看看地鐵裡你周圍的人們:坐著的、站著的、每個人都有個手指放在臉上的一個孔裡,在耳朵、嘴、鼻子裡,沒有人感到被別人看見,每個人都在想著寫一本書去說出他的不可摹仿的獨一無二的掏鼻孔的自我;任何人不去傾聽任何人,大家都在寫作,每個人都像跳搖滾一樣寫作:單獨,為自己,集中在自己,其實卻和所有別的人一樣重複相同的動作。在這種形式統一化的自我中心主義的境況中,負罪的感覺不再和過去一樣起同樣的作用:法庭始終在工作,但是它們僅僅為過去所入迷;他們只瞄準著世紀的心臟:他們瞄準著上年紀或死去的幾代。“

“在黑暗中,人們什麼也看不見,人們是盲目的,人們受到制約,人們不自由,在霧中,人是自由的,但這是在霧中的人的自由。"

昆德拉的自由主義倫理:無須尋求有意義的人生,就好像無須尋求令自己心跳的愛人,如此,說這是自慰的自由再適合不過。

在霧中潛行,過不尋求人生意義的生活,是否就會心安理得?手淫的自由是否真的舒服的很?昆德拉會不會搞了一個自慰大烏龍?maybe or not...

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* 這次由親愛的網友Gemma特別推薦加拿大女歌手Feist,讓大夥在下雨天不必研究怎麼獨特的方式就可以舒服地掏耳朵...thanx to Gemma.
Btw, 其中的Cardigans、Zero 7、Placebo是我自己穿插進去的...

My Playlist :

01 Feist - Mushaboom
02 Feist - My Moon My Man
03 Feist - Secret Heart
04 Cardigans - Favourite Game (acoustic)
05 Feist - One Evening
06 Feist - Tout Doucement
07 Feist - One two three four
08 Zero 7 - Warm Sound
09 Zero 7 - Somersault
10 Zero 7 - Home
11 Feist - The Park
12 Feist - Gatekeeper (one room one hour mix)
13 Feist - Let it die
14 Feist - So Sorry
15 placebo - Pure Morning
16 placebo - The Crawl

*賞味期限 ~ Apr.23

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為什麼要記帳?

簡單講
邏輯是這樣的:

有固定的薪水/收入,開始作有計畫性的支出(如冶裝、伙食、交通、貸款...)
才會有所結餘;
再將結餘來作基金、股票、房地產的投資
來獲得工作之外的收入

然後,將業餘收入+薪水/收入,再進行有計畫性的支出...以此類推
簡單講,就是現金流、錢滾錢的概念(完全的老生常談,哈)。

但是對於我們這類社會菜鳥
第一階段的計畫性支出如果都作不到
那不要宵想什麼投資、現金流了,
連結餘都沒有拿什麼來投資?

所以結論
計畫性的支出,是非常重要的。(茶)

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最近
開始電子記帳
無非想擺脫流水帳的記錄

因為所謂的流水帳就是
資訊太粗略或太瑣碎
而無法分析,產生價值。

當每天辛苦記帳
生活卻無因此改善
當然記帳會半途而廢

現在訂下些基本原則

ㄧ、區分固定支出和浮動支出項目
二、從浮動支出項目抓出漏財源頭
三、針對不明開支再進行細分類
四、定期分析各分類支出的占比
五、支出比例圖表化

各項支出的占比是電子記帳最重要的一項功能
因為這樣才能實際一目瞭然地看出
是否將自己的固定支出占的太多
或是浮動支出的某項細類支出(如飲食、娛樂電影等...)過多...

因此,
每個月的固定、浮動支出狀況、
年度總計、收支占比都是最重要的分析重點

最後最重要的
就是持之以恆(至少累積一定資訊)的記帳。

Cheers!

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淡之頌的圖像

作者對於中國平淡的論述精闢入理,讓人閱讀時不得不聯想西方“Cool"的思想與美學、文化與脈絡....

在本書中,作者大量運用了中國詩詞與古籍來論述中國平淡的文化脈絡
、思想轉化、與審美觀念...且作者為避免混淆平淡的錯解,也將平淡清晰的定義:

“(平淡)既非單純的間接肯定、亦非虛假的平淡(或者趨向複雜化),中國人的淡而無味由作為所有味道之本的水的清澈來象徵,那是一種轉變,而這種改變的"之外"就在其內理。那種淡而無味將人的意識帶領到現實的根源,帶回到事物從它開始演化的中央,它是進深之道(通往簡樸、天真以及本質)也是淡漠之途(遠離特殊、個體及偶然)。它的超驗性並不會領我們到另一個世界,我們甚至是在內在性經歷它(從這角度看超驗性和內在性這兩個辭彙便不再彼此對峙了。)平淡是這種與大自然調和的「超驗」的經驗,而且不需要信仰即能獲得的。“

"只有回歸渾沌狀態時,---當一切可見可感的事物去掉他們個別的特徵,互相吸納他們之間曾經存在過的差異,共同要融為一體時---,平淡才會說出事物。也才會描繪現實世界。“

*提後話:閱讀完休息時,我突然有種衝動:將Miles Davis的《In A Silent Way》拿出來聽...你知道嗎?真的在回歸渾沌狀態時,那種平淡會用In A Silent Way說出事物與真實...That's Cool ? U know...

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