近來
閱讀存在主義
常不禁自問
生存的究竟抑或需要究竟?

有沒有通過一種可能性享受另一種可能性?*

既不會迷失在世俗的煩擾中,
也不會毀於全然的虛無裡?

親愛的朋友
我們不要試圖拿答案來解釋
(所有試圖拿成果來解釋過程的人,都是該質疑的。)

因為你知道的
越是核心的答案
越是無味、淡然
也簡單的過分!

但聞
蓄銳之心
才能逐漸體味
否則也只不過
老生常談

這些日子
越發覺得
關於生命的運作
東方的中國
是深邃的桃花源

p.s *(如齊克果語:生命就像可能性中的可能性。)

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氣之動物,
物之感人,
故搖蕩性情,
形諸舞詠。

照燭三才,
暉麗萬有,
靈祇待之以致饗,
幽微藉之以昭告。

動天地,感鬼神,莫近於詩。

omg!
What can I say!

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在開始轉熱的南國午后
我削著老媽塞給我的青森蘋果
聽Keith Jarrett Trio
1994年
在New York錄的"At The Blue Note"
邊想著
近來
忙東忙西
就開始疏於記帳
其實漏了一兩天
都還好
因為還可以回頭作計算,了解那一兩天的支出

但,我已經漏了一個星期多!omg!
可也不是心慌
只總是憑藉著腦袋中模糊的數目
往往得到的結果
通常就是支出過多而不自知...
光這點就足以叫人不得不打起精神
開始記帳吧!

在這次過程中我作了些改變

一、
我想擺脫掉用手寫的流水帳
改用電腦作表格設計

二、
用電腦記帳有個非常棒的優點
就是可以設定Max值與計算便利性
隨時提醒自己是否有超過本月的預算

三、
這些財務上的表格
當然是能夠作得更整齊漂亮(有一台印表機就更完美了~)
這使我開始有動力繼續記帳!
(哎~看著我的手寫流水帳...搖頭...)

結論:用電腦來記帳真是種享受!

*偏偏我討厭使用Microsoft的軟體(為什麼都要設計的一板一眼呢?)
於是打開Mac的Pages軟體
尋找是否有類似excel的功能
可是Pages軟體在市面上還是沒有書籍可供參考
只好一步一腳印從軟體內附的使用說明書開始學起
很有意思...

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爵士樂無非不是即興的代言
更是與當下氛圍的融合
這張The Heath Bros.在1980的現場演出
完全活出了爵士輪廓
尤其是與觀眾間的對話
饒富趣味...
Enjoy it!

Personnel:

Jimmy Heath on saxophones
Percy Heath on bass
Rubens Bassini on percussion
Stanley Cowell on keyboards, kalimba
Tony Purrone on guitar
Akira Tana on drums
Alex Acuna on percussion
Mtume and Tawatha on vocals on track 5.

Track listing:

1. Introduction by Ted Ross
2. A Sassy Samba
3. Warm Valley
4. Cloak And Dagger
5. For The Public
6. Watergate Blues
7. We Need Peace And We Need Love
8. Artherdoc Blues

it was released in 1980 on Columbia Records

*賞味期限:April 3~5

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近來總覺得
身為一位無可救藥的樂音痴耳
卻無法分享其中的喜悅
真的是太可惜了...

現在板主
將預定設定為Radio Blog的此格
在文章右列
闢為三區塊

第一區(耳朵的另一種選擇):
此區以台灣獨立音樂的不定期更換為主
介紹、推薦台灣的獨立好音樂。
* 需自行點選

第二區(Radio Blog):
此區以西洋搖滾樂、流行樂為主
每次的更換均會附上曲單與歌詞
* 會在曲單上說明自動播放的賞味期限
期限過後,將停止自動播放

第三區(Jazz Radio)
此區為板主個人對於爵士的熱愛(Yes! I'm straight Jazz Buff!)
將放上個人收集的爵士唱碟於MiniPod上點選
一次都為一張專輯,
每次更換附上樂手名單與曲目。
* 在新更換後,也有自動播放的賞味期限
期限過後,將停止自動播放更改為手動播放

Enjoy it!

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從第一次離開家的居所
到外地居住開始
就一直有種明顯的感受...

每當我要搬到一個新環境
屬於未來自己的生活起居時
往往感到些浮躁

那種浮躁
就像是迫使自己
想盡力掙扎地在這塊陌生地
努力紮下根...

即使我從外地搬回士林老家時
也是相同感受
相反地說 更加強烈...
因為對家人來說
我的擴張地盤
也是掠奪他們所熟悉的環境
不是嗎?

將一個新起居佈置
成自己所熟悉的地方
是將自己與環境調和的方式
一個自我的小小天地...

試想看看
一個已經長大的小孩
連自己的房間,都被大人所約束
那所帶來的束縛感
是有多麼強烈?

那就像是
成長中不得不經過的歷程...

如果我們再看遠一點
文化這玩意兒
不也是如此?

神經生物學家葛斯汀(Kurt Goldstein)說過:
"文化是人類征服焦慮的產物"

他主張從正面觀點來看
創造力和文化都和克服挑戰
與震撼獲得的喜悅有關。

沒有人可以停止成長
成長是個神祕的蛻變

從完全接受父母的撫養
到拒絕叛逆,創造自己的生活
似乎都是種自然表現

只是我們是否能自覺到?
自覺到自己正在束縛著成長的生命
一個待破繭而出的蝴蝶...

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在這鯖魚色的下午
當撥盡一串念珠之後
總覺有些甚麼
正遠遠地喊著

搖曳的堇色線條
玄色的素描
似乎有生命的狗尾草

懸浮的大氣
在蒼穹下,寂靜變得極微
休止符其實從未在浮粒間,消失

至於雲
現在是飄在晒著的衣物上

至於貓
正蹲在靠近鐵道的木屋

一直向南
則是車站

不知道為甚麼?
這天氣
像是
躍過清明至
五月的梅雨
正靜謐接受這些
不許喧鬧...

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昨天
聊到集體焦慮
讓我想起
榮格(Carl G. Jung)對焦慮的解釋:
"焦慮是集體無意識的非理性力量與
意象入侵到意識的心靈時,個體所做出的反應。"

如果個體對於集體無意識的不理性傾向與意象
只有薄弱的阻擋能力的話
個體便有可能會有精神病與伴隨的焦慮

因此榮格主張
原始人對這種「非預期的無意識危險傾向」
比文明人更有心理準備
並發明儀式和禁忌來保護自己

我一直很喜歡葉慈(W.B. Yeats)說過:
「如非習俗與儀典,純真與美麗何以棲身?」

讓我想起以前看電影
“波特萊爾的冒險“(Lemony Snicket's A Series of Unfortunate Events)
波特萊爾家的三個小孩,在父母雙亡、遭遇一連串不幸的事件後
曾在夜晚,破敗的閣樓
大姊拉起布帷
在帳篷裡點燈
將有父母親照片的項鍊打開
波特萊爾家的小孩在小小的三角帳篷裡
剪著紙卡做出,父母親的輪廓
隨著燈光照映在布帷上
在黑暗中透著光明的影子
似乎一家人又在一起
回到了寧靜的避風港...

這是我非常喜愛的一幕...
孰自以為純真與美麗,確實存在儀式之間

不知道你是否也能想出一些儀式或是禁忌
來抵擋我們那心中古老未曾移除的恐懼。

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How touch in my soul !



*If it cannot work, please try again.
*Lyric under

In My Pocekt

我愛你
愛在心裡不說
可我知道你都能懂得
我像任性小孩被寵著
再失落也有你能依靠
是你啊
我的愛、我的朋友
一輩子和你慢慢走
是不是個幸福的奢求
你總為一切而擔心
為我忘了還有自己
恨不得啊
把我放在你口袋裡
只能屬於你

How I wish
I could confess to you
You have made my world full of wonder
Like the sun bursting out from the clouds
Your laughter chase away all my doubts
Life is harsh but I was never told
Often I lost downs like on a seesaw
Sits this abandoned and lonely soul
You're a magic shining upon me
Shutting out the chills and warm me
In my pocket I'll keep this love
To treasure forever with me
forever with me.

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大選前
看電視倍感焦燥

台灣媒體是非常自由
也價值空洞化

為什麼說價值空洞
同一個事件
在兩造不同政治立場的新聞台
就可以看到完全不同的解釋
那我們所得到的
只在於自己所支持的政黨或候選人與否
兩邊選一邊站

但中間選民呢?

新聞本質似乎一點意義也沒了
漫天蓋地的政治媒體風暴
這樣,新聞還有什麼參考的中介價值?

大選前的電視,就是這個樣子
看了會無以名狀地煩躁

就像是大時代的齒輪在轉動著
謊言可以大剌剌
赤裸的嫁禍
狗血的造勢
虛假的承諾
搧情的悲痛
被消費的西藏
不論過程,只論結果的勝者為王
既民主又野蠻!
但簡單敏感的你
無法與當下充滿焦慮的社會
脫鉤
這社會要在每個人身上
扒些血肉與靈魂去不可

所以我感受到這股全面的焦慮
包括與這社會生存的我的焦慮

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在一個悖謬的島
我們擁有許多的神
但我們也沒有神...

葉慈(W. B. Yeats)曾說
“如非習俗與儀典,純真和美麗何以棲身?“

你知道嗎?
台灣這個島
實在十分有意思

你可以看到傳統史學者
為實現天人同一的信念
淪為愚忠之臣
拜奉著台灣人總統為王道
連基本學識都可以荒謬注釋...

也可以看到
從西方汲取思想的學者
為存在之問而對現世
抱持著見怪不怪的冷漠與對
抑或瘋狂脫序...

失序和混亂絕非絕望
或著,
是未來出路的生命所在


對於島民
需要的是
真正屬於自己的儀式
在渾沌中創造形式
這一切還是從每一個自己做起

我們現在也清楚
政治並非可以為我們找到出路...

在古希臘
阿波羅(Apollo)是藝術、理性和邏輯的神
也是形式與光明的神
供奉祂的戴爾菲(Delphi)神廟裡有一神諭
“認識你自己"
是關鍵的辭語...

這些象徵
都交織著這同一的概念
“認識自己是提供一個光明與創造的過程“

我喜歡沙特(Sartre)的誇大比喻
“他人就是地獄“

所以別再冀望、索求他身
因為,如此
我們隨時會創造出自身的地獄...




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My Playlist

01 The Doors - The End
02 The Who - Won't Get Fooled Again
03 Elvis Presley - Jailhouse Rock
04 Bob Dylan - Knockin' On Heaven's Door
05 Bob Dylan - Like A Rolling Stone
06 Bob Dylan - Desolation Row
07 Rolling Stones - Miss You
08 Rolling Stones - Satisfaction
09 Bjork and PJ Harvey - Satisfaction (Rolling Stones cover)

** Get your Lyrics under!

Title: The End Lyrics
Artist: The Doors

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I’ll never look into your eyes
Again

Can you picture what we’ll be,
So limitless and free?
Desperately in need
Of some stranger’s hand
In a desperate land

Lost in a Roman
Wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah

There’s danger on the edge of town
Ride the king’s highway
Weird scenes inside the goldmine
Ride the highway west, baby

Ride the snake
Ride the snake
To the lake
The ancient lake, baby
The snake he’s long
Seven miles
Ride the snake
He’s old
And his skin is cold

The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we’ll do the rest

Da blue bus is calling us
The blue bus is calling us
Driver where you takin’ us?

The killer awoke before dawn
He put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery and he
Walked on down the hall
And he went into the room where his sister lived
And… then he… paid a visit to his brother, and then he…
He walked on down the hall, yeah
And he came to a door
And he looked inside
Father?
“Yes son?”
I want to kill you…
Mother? I want to… fuck you all night yeah,
Come on, yeah

Come on baby, take a chance with us
Come on baby, take a chance with us
Come on baby, take a chance with us and
Meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
On the blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock
Come on, yeah

This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you’ll never follow me
The end of laughter
And soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die

This is the end



Title: Won't Get Fooled Again Lyrics
Artist: The Who

We'll be fighting in the streets
With our children at our feet
And the morals that they worship will be gone
And the men who spurred us on
Sit in judgement of all wrong
They decide and the shotgun sings the song

I'll tip my hat to the new constitution
Take a bow for the new revolution
Smile and grin at the change all around me
Pick up my guitar and play
Just like yesterday
Then I'll get on my knees and pray
We don't get fooled again

The change, it had to come
We knew it all along
We were liberated from the foe, that' all
And the world looks just the same
And history ain't changed
'Cause the banners, they all flown in the last war

I'll tip my hat to the new constitution
Take a bow for the new revolution
Smile and grin at the change all around me
Pick up my guitar and play
Just like yesterday
Then I'll get on my knees and pray
We don't get fooled again
No, no!

I'll move myself and my family aside
If we happen to be left half alive
I'll get all my papers and smile at the sky
For I know that the hypnotized never lie

Do ya?

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

There's nothing in the street
Looks any different to me
And the slogans are replaced, by-the-bye
And the parting on the left
Is now the parting on the right
And the beards have all grown longer overnight

I'll tip my hat to the new constitution
Take a bow for the new revolution
Smile and grin at the change all around me
Pick up my guitar and play
Just like yesterday
Then I'll get on my knees and pray
We don't get fooled again
Don't get fooled again
No, no!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Meet the new boss
Same as the old boss


Title: Jailhouse Rock lyric
Artist:Elvis Presley

(words & music by jerry leiber - mike stoller)
The warden threw a party in the county jail.
The prison band was there and they began to wail.
The band was jumpin and the joint began to swing.
You shouldve heard those knocked out jailbirds sing.
Lets rock, everybody, lets rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin to the jailhouse rock.

Spider murphy played the tenor saxophone,
Little joe was blowin on the slide trombone.
The drummer boy from illinois went crash, boom, bang,
The whole rhythm section was the purple gang.
Lets rock, everybody, lets rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin to the jailhouse rock.

Number forty-seven said to number three:
Youre the cutest jailbird I ever did see.
I sure would be delighted with your company,
Come on and do the jailhouse rock with me.
Lets rock, everybody, lets rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin to the jailhouse rock.

The sad sack was a sittin on a block of stone
Way over in the corner weepin all alone.
The warden said, hey, buddy, dont you be no square.
If you cant find a partner use a wooden chair.
Lets rock, everybody, lets rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin to the jailhouse rock.

Shifty henry said to bugs, for heavens sake,
No ones lookin, nows our chance to make a break.
Bugsy turned to shifty and he said, nix nix,
I wanna stick around a while and get my kicks.
Lets rock, everybody, lets rock.
Everybody in the whole cell block
Was dancin to the jailhouse rock.

Title: Knocking On Heavens Door lyrics
Artist: Bob Dylan

1.) Mama take this badge from me
I cant use it any more.
It sgetting dark to dark to see
feels like I m knocking on heavens door.

Ref.:
knock knock knocking on heavens door
knock knock knocking on heavens door
knock knock knocking on heavens door
knock knock knocking on heavens door

2.) Mama put my guns in the groundI cant shoot them any more
That dark black gloud i comming down,
feels like I m knocking on heavens door

Ref.:knock knock knocking on heavens door
knock knock knocking on heavens door
knock knock knocking on heavens door
knock knock knocking on heavens door


Title: Like A Rolling Stone Lyrics
Artist:Bob Dylan

Once upon a time you dressed so fine
You threw the bums a dime in your prime, didn't you?
People'd call, say, "Beware doll, you're bound to fall"
You thought they were all kiddin' you
You used to laugh about
Everybody that was hangin' out
Now you don't talk so loud
Now you don't seem so proud
About having to be scrounging for your next meal.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be without a home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?

You've gone to the finest school all right, Miss Lonely
But you know you only used to get juiced in it
And nobody has ever taught you how to live on the street
And now you find out you're gonna have to get used to it
You said you'd never compromise
With the mystery tramp, but now you realize
He's not selling any alibis
As you stare into the vacuum of his eyes
And ask him do you want to make a deal?

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?

You never turned around to see the frowns on the jugglers and the clowns
When they all come down and did tricks for you
You never understood that it ain't no good
You shouldn't let other people get your kicks for you
You used to ride on the chrome horse with your diplomat
Who carried on his shoulder a Siamese cat
Ain't it hard when you discover that
He really wasn't where it's at
After he took from you everything he could steal.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?

Princess on the steeple and all the pretty people
They're drinkin', thinkin' that they got it made
Exchanging all kinds of precious gifts and things
But you'd better lift your diamond ring, you'd better pawn it babe
You used to be so amused
At Napoleon in rags and the language that he used
Go to him now, he calls you, you can't refuse
When you got nothing, you got nothing to lose
You're invisible now, you got no secrets to conceal.

How does it feel
How does it feel
To be on your own
With no direction home
Like a complete unknown
Like a rolling stone?



Title: Desolation Row Lyrics
Artist:Bob Dylan


They're selling postcards of the hanging
They're painting the passports brown
The beauty parlor is filled with sailors
The circus is in town
Here comes the blind commissioner
They've got him in a trance
One hand is tied to the tight-rope walker
The other is in his pants
And the riot squad they're restless
They need somewhere to go
As Lady and I look out tonight
From Desolation Row

Cinderella, she seems so easy
"It takes one to know one," she smiles
And puts her hands in her back pockets
Bette Davis style
And in comes Romeo, he's moaning
"You Belong to Me I Believe"
And someone says," You're in the wrong place, my friend
You better leave"
And the only sound that's left
After the ambulances go
Is Cinderella sweeping up
On Desolation Row

Now the moon is almost hidden
The stars are beginning to hide
The fortunetelling lady
Has even taken all her things inside
All except for Cain and Abel
And the hunchback of Notre Dame
Everybody is making love
Or else expecting rain
And the Good Samaritan, he's dressing
He's getting ready for the show
He's going to the carnival tonight
On Desolation Row

Now Ophelia, she's 'neath the window
For her I feel so afraid
On her twenty-second birthday
She already is an old maid

To her, death is quite romantic
She wears an iron vest
Her profession's her religion
Her sin is her lifelessness
And though her eyes are fixed upon
Noah's great rainbow
She spends her time peeking
Into Desolation Row

Einstein, disguised as Robin Hood
With his memories in a trunk
Passed this way an hour ago
With his friend, a jealous monk
He looked so immaculately frightful
As he bummed a cigarette
Then he went off sniffing drainpipes
And reciting the alphabet
Now you would not think to look at him
But he was famous long ago
For playing the electric violin
On Desolation Row

Dr. Filth, he keeps his world
Inside of a leather cup
But all his sexless patients
They're trying to blow it up
Now his nurse, some local loser
She's in charge of the cyanide hole
And she also keeps the cards that read
"Have Mercy on His Soul"
They all play on penny whistles
You can hear them blow
If you lean your head out far enough
From Desolation Row

Across the street they've nailed the curtains
They're getting ready for the feast
The Phantom of the Opera
A perfect image of a priest
They're spoonfeeding Casanova
To get him to feel more assured
Then they'll kill him with self-confidence
After poisoning him with words

And the Phantom's shouting to skinny girls
"Get Outa Here If You Don't Know
Casanova is just being punished for going
To Desolation Row"

Now at midnight all the agents
And the superhuman crew
Come out and round up everyone
That knows more than they do
Then they bring them to the factory
Where the heart-attack machine
Is strapped across their shoulders
And then the kerosene
Is brought down from the castles
By insurance men who go
Check to see that nobody is escaping
To Desolation Row

Praise be to Nero's Neptune
The Titanic sails at dawn
And everybody's shouting
"Which Side Are You On?"
And Ezra Pound and T. S. Eliot
Fighting in the captain's tower
While calypso singers laugh at them
And fishermen hold flowers
Between the windows of the sea
Where lovely mermaids flow
And nobody has to think too much
About Desolation Row

Yes, I received your letter yesterday
(About the time the door knob broke)
When you asked how I was doing
Was that some kind of joke?
All these people that you mention
Yes, I know them, they're quite lame
I had to rearrange their faces
And give them all another name
Right now I can't read too good
Don't send me no more letters no
Not unless you mail them
From Desolation Row

Title: Miss You Lyrics
Artist: The Rolling Stones

I've been holding out so long
I've been sleeping all alone
Lord I miss you
I've been hanging on the phone
I've been sleeping all alone
I want to kiss you

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh

Well, I've been haunted in my sleep
You've been starring in my dreams
Lord I miss you
I've been waiting in the hall
Been waiting on your call
When the phone rings
It's just some friends of mine that say,
"Hey, what's the matter man?
We're gonna come around at twelve
With some Puerto Rican girls that are just dyin' to meet you.
We're gonna bring a case of wine
Hey, let's go mess and fool around
You know, like we used to"

Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah

Oh everybody waits so long
Oh baby why you wait so long
Won't you come on! Come on!

I've been walking in Central Park
Singing after dark
People think I'm crazy
I've been stumbling on my feet
Shuffling through the street
Asking people, "What's the matter with you boy?"

Sometimes I want to say to myself
Sometimes I say

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh

Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
I won't miss you child

I guess I'm lying to myself
It's just you and no one else
Lord I won't miss you child
You've been blotting out my mind
Fooling on my time
No, I won't miss you, baby, yeah

Lord, I miss you child

Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah

Lord, I miss you child

Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah

Lord, I miss you child

Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah aaah
Aaah aaah aaah aaah


Title: Satisfaction lyrics
Artist: Rolling Stones


I can’t get no satisfaction,
I can’t get no satisfaction.
’cause I try and I try and I try and I try.
I can’t get no, I can’t get no.

When I’m drivin’ in my car
And that man comes on the radio
And he’s tellin’ me more and more
About some useless information
Supposed to fire my imagination.
I can’t get no, oh no no no.
Hey hey hey, that’s what I say.

I can’t get no satisfaction,
I can’t get no satisfaction.
’cause I try and I try and I try and I try.
I can’t get no, I can’t get no.

When I’m watchin’ my tv
And that man comes on to tell me
How white my shirts can be.
Well he can’t be a man ’cause he doesn’t smoke
The same cigarrettes as me.
I can’t get no, oh no no no.
Hey hey hey, that’s what I say.

I can’t get no satisfaction,
I can’t get no girl with action.
’cause I try and I try and I try and I try.
I can’t get no, I can’t get no.

When I’m ridin’ round the world
And I’m doin’ this and I’m signing that
And I’m tryin’ to make some girl
Who tells me baby better come back later next week
’cause you see I’m on losing streak.
I can’t get no, oh no no no.
Hey hey hey, that’s what I say.

I can’t get no, I can’t get no,
I can’t get no satisfaction,
No satisfaction, no satisfaction, no satisfaction

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親愛的你(妳)
我必須跟你(妳)說
我喜愛詩,我也需要詩...

我並不,熱衷超脫與厭世
那是拒絕言語的世界

我是貪戀
卻又在現世感到不安
又不願離開現世的人

我要靠著原始的方式
反叛這個無聊的世界

生存這世上的祕密
並不在於僅僅單純的活著
而在於為什麼活著。

向現世索求意義
是本質的衝動
但...
生存的悖論出現了,詩人與哲人早知的事:
世界是無意義可言,
卻又不得不在這世界求它有意義...

可是...

不主動賦予世界以意義
反而向世界索求意義
不等於緣木求魚?

詩(語言的藝術)
不斥為賦予自身意義的活動?

我想
是的...

親愛的
我是喜歡
我也需要...

對於詩的言說
我更願存在蛻變成
詩的本質...

生活是該反叛
生活是該詩意

不論否棄和懷疑自我的信仰
都是對本身的真實
這點我從未放棄過
否則我將選擇自我凋萎(在形式轉變的凋萎上我總是如此...)

也許令人沈醉的低鳴畢竟不能給人最后的慰藉

我射出的信念
是對荒謬世界的追問

anyway...
Bon Voyage
u & me.

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My playlist

01 PJ Harvey - One Line
02 PJ Harvey - A Place Called Home
03 Nina Simone - I Put Spell on You
04 Aphex Twin - On
05 Massive Attack - Angel
06 Massive Attack - Teardrop
07 PJ Harvey - The River
08 PJ Harvey - Big Exit

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昨天 我老姐send我訊息說
剛剛她點名我寫篇 問答的review

以前曾經看過 別人的格子裡
寫過這樣的文章 老實說挺好玩的
回答問題時 就像是在回顧自己...

雖然我也響應
但是要湊到8個人再來寫
哈哈 對我來說 有難度唷...
所以到我這邊就先截止啦^^(不好意思哩)

如果是不認識的人 可以略過不看...

規則:
點名規則:
1. 被點到名字的要在自己的Blog寫上答案,然後去掉一個你不喜歡的問題,再添上一個問題,組成20個問題,傳給其他8個人,列出其他8個需要回答問題的人名字,還要到這8個人的Blog裡留言告訴對方已被點名了。

2. 這8個人要在自己的Blog註明是從那裡接到的,而且再傳給其他8個人,讓遊戲繼續下去 不要回傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福,並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現。

【接力開始】

1.你最希望從朋友(不包括愛人)那裡得到的是什麼?
答: 互相分享,願意把我當垃圾筒,參與彼此的關係

2.最近鬱悶的事?
答: 網路書店遲遲調不到我要的書

3.最受不了自己的哪個缺點?
答: 太渴望得到別人的驚訝與肯定,卻又裝作漠不在乎

4.遇到喜歡的人,妳是勇敢表白還是默默關注?
答:我會欠失考慮...

5.說出點妳名的人三個優點?(不可刪除題)
答: 親愛的老姐--有時讓人難以置信的決心與行動、辯才無礙、不曾忘記內在的自我

6.如果你中了一億日圓的樂透,你會作什麼?
答:把台北老家房貸繳清
可以籌立一個我們一家人每年團體出遊的基金
找台南的房子
去念心理諮商

7.你現在最想擁有的是什麼?
答:經濟的清明感

8.你的夢想是什麼?
答: 能活出自己的生活

9.過去十年你最開心的時刻?
答: 離開台北到台南唸書的日子(探求自我、遇見真心的朋友、和舒服的天氣)

10.這輩子做過最瘋狂的事是什麼?如果沒有,最想從事的瘋狂行為是什麼?
答: 服役時騎破破爛爛的小偉士牌環島,一路寫日記,尋找為何旅行的意義。
(我終生難忘,在旅途中我發現了我不得不旅行的原因...)

11.十年後,你想過什麼樣的生活?你打算如何實現呢?
答: 有一個自己的家庭,和參與心靈領域的工作
從簡單富足的生活做起

12.接下來最想去的國家或城市?為什麼?
答: 香港吧...買東西!

13.最近讓你感到幸福的事?
答: 發現自己的夢是某種赤裸裸的坦露隱喻
(這算幸福嗎?其實還帶著些焦慮哩...)

14.什麼時候覺得孤獨?
答: 想到人生無可避免的事時

15.最近一次掉淚是?
答: 看《存在主義心理治療》(上)死亡篇/Irvin D. Yalom寫的書


16.如果你心中有個祕密又忍不住要告訴別人,你會採取什麼方式來釋放你心中的祕密呢?
答:試圖寫歌,然後找個路邊唱給路人聽和寫日記...

17.對你來說,真愛是什麼?請說明。
答: 這是個好大的問題...

18.面對現在的自己 心裡最想感謝誰?為什麼
答:在台南認識的好朋友奐均和Henry
在焦慮到不行的時期,提供我改變生活的訊息與機會

19.誰是你這輩子最難忘的人
我朋友不多,家人就不用說了,所以都很難忘記啊...

20.在你心中有什麼事情是最值得紀念又難以忘懷的?
答: 第一次打工賺錢,買炒羊肉回家跟家人分享
結果想不到太辣太辣了,
一家人吃到頭皮發麻...
反而成為家裡聚會每次聊天的笑柄...



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